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I had another one of those headaches that resulted in me being sick again today. I really don't think these are migraines. They don't feel like migraines and the doctors trip wasn't successful the other day. I just got given a prescription for the contraceptive pill and some migraine prevention tablets. I decided after picking them up that I weren't going to take them due to the fact that after one pill of the migraine tablets I was completely knocked out for hours. I will not go on the pill either as I've not got the desire to want to do that kind of thing right now or even in the near future.

Anyway I've heard through the grapevine that the hospital that the company which runs my care service runs is closing. They apparently only have 7 clients left there. It's due to lack of social services from other areas funding 'clients' to use their services. It's also affecting the care homes under the company. I heard that the care homes are being left with spare rooms due to local social services from different areas deciding that funding their 'clients' to be in their care is too expensive. I think the company will end up closing down all it's places and cutting lots of staff due to not being able to afford to run any other way.

I was watching a programme on television earlier. I was appalled by how some 'vulnerable adults' were treated in a private care company hospital. There had been whistle blowers sent in with cameras on them to uncover the horrid treatment and torment they did to their residents. I'm not saying that the care company which provide my services treat the people under their care anything like that. But I do say that they do twist things to make it advantageous to them. They interfere quite a lot which I don't like. I don't like feeling in the middle between the care company and the community. I have to live out there. I already have enough to cope with, without them just stressing me badly. I try to do the best by everyone. I don't appreciate the stupid rules telling me who I can and can't be friends with. I treat everyone the same. It's the fairest way to be. I only change the way I am with people if they use or hurt me. I know how to play certain people at their own game now. As far as other people though I am lovely to everyone I meet and I make my own judgements.