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I have had my self confidence and my feelings shattered today. I had a visit from my social worker this morning which made me feel bad enough due to the things that she said which made me feel like a bad person. It made me feel like a little kid. I know what I did regarding certain situations but I never meant it like that and things get out of hand so easily. It should be over and forgotten by now because in the grand scheme of life it wasn't as bad as everyone is making out. Yes there is consequences a lot but there shouldn't be if people sort things out between themselves. I have explained to the people who I've had trouble with things which they should be listening to but I can't make them listen. Other people's issues are not my fault whatsoever. Just like if I wish to hang with older people then that is perfectly within my rights. I'm older than my years in many ways. I think older and find I don't want to do what my age group do. It isn't my fault if people get the wrong idea and refuse to listen to reason. If people just listened rather than jumping to conclusions and refusing to sort the situation out which is better for everyone. I want to still go to that monthly karaoke now they've changed venues and if they made an effort to get to know me they would see they have it totally wrong. I've said I'm sorry for the things I have done wrong I'm not apologising anymore if they are too pig headed to accept it. Anyway the second half of the day broke what confidence in myself I had left. The manager from the care home I used to be from and the manager of the outreach came to talk to me about the same issue. I just wish people would lay off me. I am who I am regardless whether anyone approves. Yeah I get the law will get me but really they should be catching real criminals who walk the streets every day who are pure evil instead of people like me. If they are arresting people for doing what I've done then that shows they aren't solving enough crimes to be making up their figures by easy targets like myself. I've never ever fought back in my entire life against the ways of society which I think I should have done a long time ago. If you're tough and stick up for yourself then nothing can stop you in life, you can blag your way out of anything. Talking about sticking up for yourself within society the 'Crackpot Analysis' song is finished. It should be available to buy on itunes and amazon soon and yes at some point I am doing a video to go with it due to it being awareness for Aspergers. The track was done for a compilation cd featuring disabled women based in america within the hip hop/r n b genre. If I write anymore songs they will not be hip hop that isn't my normal style. I will be writing more songs and releasing them if society doesn't censor them due to fear of change and people using their own brain. I have to go bed now because I hardly slept last night.