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Welcome to 2011 all. I hope this year is a lot better than the last. The first part of 2010 was't great for me. I lost my Dad then got forced out of college due to several circumstances. The end of 2010 was reasonable but not great as moving out the home wasn't all I expected it to be. I'm hoping this year things perk up for me and that I finally settle. I'm aiming to kick start my singing career during this year. I'm also thinking about going deeper into the spiritual thing. Many times I've been told I'm a natural healer therefore Reiki may be useful to learn. It's suppose to be helpful at blocking negative energies which I feel a lot. I have mastered meditation to connect with the natural energies around me. I can feel the energy flowing out of the palms of my hands when I do it. It's an amazing feeling because you're releasing all the bad energies picked up daily. It's like inner cleansing. I have lost weight without trying since releasing it regularly. It feels the right path for me to be taking right now. I think I may have to go doctors soon because I have been feeling ill for a few months now. I feel weak and sick a lot to the point where I just want to sleep. It's starting to get in the way now when I have to do things. I'm off back to my flat in a few days. I don't like it can't wait to move had too many problems with it. If the repairs got done it would be fine but as its shorthold lease the landlord gets away with not making those repairs. I think my Dad has passed over to the other side properly now as the dream where grandad and him were standing by a river in a green place was a while ago now. He used to be in my dreams a lot but not had another one since. I think he went with grandad because they were both happy and he looked like he had come to terms with his death.