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I was doing my work fine and doing exactly what I was told in class right. The tutor kicked me out for no reason whatsoever. I'm nearly in tears as I thought she understood me and respected me as a person. Despite that though, that isn't the main issue here. The main issue is that I was doing exactly what I was suppose to be doing and there was nothing wrong any of it,  The tutor was in a mood but I was one of the ones who was actually working. I now don't have the briefs that I missed and she was unwilling to discuss it and I was scared to go back and confront her. I really hate confronting other women who are angry. Both of us just needs to chill I think and she really needs to calm down. I've sympathised with the tutor and been really patient with her but I don't see why I should anymore. I was the only student who believed in her at one point but now she has reduced me to tears, I'm not so sure anymore. I am really understanding but if all anyone is going to do is tell me to get out and continually leave me out of things I don't see why I bother, I'm now torn between putting in a complaint and letting her off and putting it down to being in the wrong place at the wrong time when she got moody. I know she's a good person and I see good things in everyone. I'm willing to forgive when no one else is even willing to consider. I'm not ready to talk about the issue yet and I doubt I will get an applogy. I'm feeling a bit delicate too as well as the fact that I haven't slept either. I'm not going up there to try talking to her as I don't want to end up in a row with her. I know her well enough now to know that she needs time to chill if she's in a mood. I understand more than she realises but I can only be for a certain amount of time and after a while people take the piss. They know that I'll put up with there behaviour towards me. I've put her through a lot due to my moods so I do owe her but I'm only prepared to give so much. She's probably just angry at me due to other things that I have done. I'm trying to sort that as well but I have my own problems and it's not so easy as people think. I'm going to completely stop people from thinking Aspergers Syndrome is something you use as an excuse. I haven't fought every single day of my life to cope just for people to call it an excuse. I've worked my butt off for years to make changes. I know I won't ever be able to please every single person but I'm commited to what I do. I know we are living in a politically correct country but I'm never going to be like that. I will say what I like, do what I like and make sure I gain some kind of respect for it. I need to get used to this again as it's been years since I was involved in the awareness thing properly. People's opinions have changed, new research has been done and even society has changed things. I just got one of the people from my class down here, I know that they got me kicked out they gave me a ha ha bitchy look I win kind of thing as they left the library. It's not over though, they haven't won. I can lie just as much as them to get my own back. I actually think it's immature that I have to but what can you do? I need to protect myself from shit that flies don't I? I know this rhymes and it's not suppose to, but if shit hits the fan you got to have a plan. There is no way I'm going to let them get me expelled. My life has already consisted of that and I'm not prepared to go there again when this time I haven't done anything wrong. I ain't no push over even though I used to be. I've hardened up and they are going to see the toughened up side of me. I don't have to use threats or violence I'm clever, I use my brain to stitch them up the way they just stitched me up.If I let them get away with it they could well and truely get me expelled. I will not be bullied and if needs be I will get a group to back me up. Facebook is the worse thing ever invented if me and another girl had never argued on there this wouldn't have been the case today. It's pure spiteful bitchyness and it has reduced me to tears. I'm no weakling though, tears don't mean that I can't take the shit.