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I'm extremely sorry for lack of updates on ASSGO. I have had a hell of a lot of things to deal with in my personal life. As lots of you know I'm pregnant and trying to sort my life out before my baby is born. It's involved lots of meetings with various people and as a result I haven't really had time to update the website. I've been trying to write own songs and record them but I'm finding it quite difficult. I did send my audition dvd in plenty of time but it didn't get there for 8 days. I sent it first class recorded. It only had to go to London which is only 50 miles away. I sent it 2 days before the deadline, first class that should have got there by the 18th November. Now they tell me they won't watch it because it got there after the deadline. I did try tell them that it wasn't my fault that it didn't get there and that I could prove with the reciept when I sent it, but they just said terms and conditions meant they couldn't make exceptions. So I have to wait till next year to audition when I will have a child so it won't be that easy to make a dvd in between baby duties.

I've not got anything on tomorrow as my jewellery making class got cancelled because of the strikes. It's ran at a school and the teaching staff are involved that run the class so it's not on. They're going to have the last class next week instead which is going to be difficult for me because I'm at mums getting the car m.o.ted. If my car doesn't pass and it needs a repair done on it then I won't be able to be back for midweek. I hear that she's holding a class from January for us to be able to come back even though we're not beginners. It seems that all the ladies including myself want to go back to do the course again. In other news I've faced my fears and broke the ice with someone I was thinking about recently. I know I'd previously made a fool of myself with my texting ocd but it's nothing new, it has happened so much in my life. It takes guts to repair the damage that you've done. I've always been too nervous to do that.

I'm really disappointed with bump growth, I do have one but it's like a podge rather than an actualy bump. I know that in a few weeks time when I'm approaching the last two or three months. I hear you normally come up quite obviously by 25 weeks. I'm only 21 weeks so far. I don't look pregnant with a coat on right now. I can't wait to get it over with as I get more scared about the pain of birth as time goes on. Yeah I can have all the support in the world but they can't take the pain away.