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I've been having some really strange things going on around me recently. I'm used to weird dreams as it's part of the process of being spiritual, it's the affects of the awakening and enlightment meaning I'm progressing onto the next level of spiritual development. The other things though I'm still getting used to because I haven't ever experienced before. I have been finding white feathers in random places a lot for at least a week now. I'm comfortable with that as apparently it's suppose to represent angelic protection and surrounding angelic love. I'm not comfortable with the fact that I keep finding scratch marks on my body when I know full well that I couldn't have done them. There are things that can attack you during this process but I've now started to protect myself so hopefully it won't happen again. I have just learnt how to meditate and control energy. I'm getting more experienced so am hoping it gets easier to fight off the energies that aren't helpful to have around your aura's energy. There are many forces out there that are technically evil which if they latched on to someone they could cause serious problems. I'm not sure if I believe in people getting possessed by these forces that some refer to as demons. I believe that they can influence peoples behaviour but not take over completely. I've been told by friends in the spiritual circle that I should go to a spritual chruch as someone from the spirit world wants to communicate with me. I'm still thinking about it, not sure if I want to hear from any spirit through someone else. It's personal to me whoever those people are and hearing things from a medium. I'd rather wait until I have progressed enough myself to do my own communicating. I'm also a little freaked out as I've started hearing sound in 3D motion kind of thing. It might be because of my cold as my ear went funny earlier when I blew my nose. I may just be getting too sensitive to things before I'm ready to develop those abilities. It's going to be strange while I'm learning this stuff. I don't think I'm ill as I think I would feel a lot worse than this if I was physically ill. I have a cold yes but it's not the worse one I've ever had. I might just have ear problems which is why I'm hearing surround sound. I was meditating earlier to clense all my chakras so that they work better. I am told that it is advisable to clense myself of all the bad energies that I pick up from every day life every 3 months. I also put a protection white bubble thing around me due to recent experiences (i.e unexplainable scratches). I have connected with my spirit guide and one of my angels by visualising during meditation. It's quite easy once you get the hang of it. I do actually feel completely refreshed and relaxed. It feels like I have been clensed. I'm not perfect but certainly have all those bad energies off me that I never knew how to shake off before. I'm too strong minded to be taken over by even the 'demon' energies. I won't put up with being scratched by something I can't even see and I know that I haven't got sharp enough nails yet to do it by accident. I know that the spirits surrounding the living try to piss us off by doing things that annoy us because we can't explain it. I'm skeptical until I experience things myself. I never thought that things could physically hurt me but after getting scratched I am willing to believe it. There really is no other explaination that I can think of as I know I couldn't have done them. I also know why I've been waking up early in the morning as apparently its the time when things are active and spirits bug the living. They try it on a lot when the living are going through spiritual development and enlightenment/awakening. I never saw the point in doing protection things before as I never thought that the unknown were able to affect the living, I had heard things but never believed it. I still have a cold which is making me feel like crap and also that time of the month. I have way over done the pain killer taking as brought a box of 32 and now have consumed the whole box within a week. I completely lose track of it sometimes no wonder my lower back is achy, it always gets like that when I take a lot within a short period of time.