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I'm not sure if I've made the right decison, but it seems appropriate for the next few weeks. I'm too anxious to go into college right now. I'm also not feeling well as my ibs and is kicking off and it's the time of the month on top of it. I've got a major stomach ache because of it. It doesn't really make you feel in a reasonable mood. I have my lovely warm hot water bottle to ease it off when it gets bad.

I'm feeling a lot more spiritually developed lately. I keep having dreams where I wake up suddenly and my head is pulsing in pain. I should really learn to control energy as I think I may be letting too much in which is why I wake up with pulsing headaches. It's all about the chakras that let energy into your body. If it absorbs too much then you're likely to feel it.

I do miss college but too anxious to go back yet. I do feel like a failure but I can't help it.