This is a plea to the authorities. I know that someone will pick it up at some point as people still visit here occasionally. The website is officially closed mostly due to the situation that I currently find myself in. I haven't always been the best person. I've not always been socially acceptable to others. I can't speak for my past self as I was not a very nice person at times basically on purpose. I even hate the person I was as a teenager but I'm nothing like I was back then. I said a stupid thing that resulted in my son being taken away and me not being able to be an option whatsoever by the sounds of things currently. I know that none of my family can take Jonny on successfully. That isn't the main point though. The major point I'm going to point out is the fact that I ached to be a Mum for 5 very long years. I used to look at other women with children and literally ache in pain that I didn't have children. Anyone who can't have children physically knows that emotional pain. I was in a bad place when my son was born but underneath I was actually overjoyed to finally have a child of my own. I can't believe I said what I said to ruin it all because of some stupid idiot who means nothing to me now just because I was angry. I'm trying to make up for what I did. I'm told that this isn't good enough and that the assessments that have been made stay the way they are for the final court hearing. I'm not the same person as I used to be even a few months ago. I just want new assessments to be submitted to courts. I'm begging for a chance because I know that I've changed. I've got a disability. I'm not incapable. I was a very new mum when those other assessments were done. No one can imagine how important it is for me to be able to be sole carer to my son as a proper mum. It is more important to me than I can ever express in words. So if anyone who matters sees this,then I'm on my knees literally begging for another chance.
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This hasn't been a very easy decision. I've decided to close A.S.S.G.O (AS Support Group Online). The websites visitor numbers has gone down. There has been many incidents involving people getting involved in my private life due to meeting me on here. And I feel the internet is getting more dangerous for vulnerable people. I have never given this advice before because I know how important the internet is for people with Aspergers and related disabilities to communicate, but I strongly advise you to come off of the net. It's no longer safe to socialise on here. There are too many trolls and people just out to use and abuse people. I'd advise people with disabilities to go out there to join safe organized groups doing the interests that you enjoy. I can no longer give my time to running this website. I have a completely new life. I have no time for an online life now. I have commitments that don't include being online. I am a completely different person now from the time I started the website. I am an extremely private person now since having a child. I only have people I know on facebook so I'm not adding anyone I know from running the site anymore. It's nothing personal towards anyone. I'm just not the same person that I was and a lot more safety conscious and aware of dangers caused by others to myself and my family.
Good Luck and Thanks for your support for the site over the years x